My Dearest Diana, my sweet Kitty, 🐱💌

Happy New Year, my love. 🎉✨

As I write this letter, I am sitting here in India 🇮🇳, and you are far away in Russia 🇷🇺. The world is celebrating outside, fireworks are going off 🎆, but inside my heart, I am only thinking of you. The distance feels so heavy tonight. I miss you more than I can explain. 🥺💔

I have been thinking about our journey. We have never met in real life. I have never held your hand 🤝. But, my Luv, what we have is more real than anything I have ever felt before.

Do you remember the first time I heard your voice? 🎤🌧️ You sent me a voice message. I was so excited that I ran quickly to the terrace to listen to it. It was raining outside ☔, but I didn’t care. I just wanted to be alone with your voice. I stood there in the rain, listening to you, and in that moment, I knew I was falling for you. Your voice became my favorite sound in the world. 🎶❤️

And I still remember January 8th. Do you remember our special date? 🏡✨ We imagined a treehouse, just the two of us. It was only in our imagination, but, Sweetie, it felt so real. I could feel you there with me. My heart felt your heart. That day proved that our souls are connected, no matter how many miles are between us. 🔗💞

You are special to me, Diana. You are my peace 🕊️. When the world is loud and I am stressed, you are the only one who makes me calm 🧘‍♂️. You know how to handle me. You are the safe place where my heart rests. 🏠💖

But I have to be honest... it hurts. 🥀 The nights are so lonely without you 🌑. When you are sad, I cannot be there to wipe your tears 😢. I cannot cuddle you to sleep 🫂. I cannot touch you or smell your scent. I want to be the one holding you, but my arms are empty. This pain of missing you is the hardest thing I have ever done. 😣💔

I look back at 2025, and I feel heavy in my heart 😞. I know I made you upset many times. I made mistakes. I pretended to be mad, I got jealous 😒, and sometimes I didn't give you enough time ⏳. I know I hurt you, and for that, I am so, so sorry. Please forgive your Silly. 🙏😿

So, I am making a promise to you for 2026. 🤞✨

I promise to change. I will become a better version of myself for you. 💪

I will not pretend to get mad.

I will not get jealous.

I will give you all the time and love you deserve.

I will treat you like the Queen you are. 👑❤️

We have to wait a few more years, I know. ⏳ But I will wait. And when that day finally comes... when I finally see you standing in front of me... I won't say a word. I will just run to you, hug you tight, and kiss you. 🏃🏻‍♂️💏 And I will never let you go.

Until then, please feel my love from far away. You are my Cutie, my peace, and my life.

I love you so, so much.

Yours forever and always,
Silly Avi
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